I'm Scared.

Sometimes the uncertainty about my condition terrifies me. Am I really a case that cannot be diagnosed or solved? I can't trust any doctor, psychiatrist, or therapist, even a pastor, to tell me what the fuck is wrong. I'm tired of being humiliated because of this debilitating confusion. I wish I wasn't the object of ridicule...

But now I know the world really is out to abuse me, to harm me. I can trust no one. And there's nothing to trust. Because no one has the answers, anyway.