Anxiety is debilitating. It's 1:23 AM as I begin this post, and I was on the edge of sleep. I was hoping, that, for the first time in a few weeks, I'd be able to sleep before 2:30. I doubt it'll get better. Tonight, it was my homework that did it. It's the last month of the semester, and the number of massive papers I have to write is enough to make me fold. Constipation is driving me insane. I can't sleep at night because of it. I hate life.
I feel like I'll never be free. Like nothing will ever be worth it. I will always be a few steps behind, and everyone is waiting to point fingers at me.
I wish I could do homework to help my mood. But anxiety is debilitating. It makes you worried about things you must do, and makes you powerless to do them. It's like it's all set up to torture me.
And no one is there to save me. No one to help me.
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