Limbo

 I've realized now that I am in something I call a Limbo.

It's a strange, terrifying place. It's a place where you're alone in a room full of people.

It's a place where everyone plays by the rules, without knowing them.

Every woman is designed to hurt me, every friend is designed to turn on me. All of my social media seems shadowbanned, no one is really interacting with my content. Anything I post. It's scary to me, because how is this even possible? Is it because of the way I dress?

What happens if I change the way I dress just for them, and things get worse?

How is this possible, that all people play by the rules?

I am not in Hell, I am in A hell, a place designed for psychological and spiritual torture.

If I trust in my Maker, will I be delivered from here?

It's worth trying.